been listening to: red face by lucy rose.
I don’t care
What people may say
Cause it’s just the sun
Rising again
So I’ll take a trip
To the back of my mind
See what is there
What will I find
Cause you’ve got trouble searching for you
And you said: “Everything will be the same”
Look here, everything is gonna change
And you said: “It’s what I needed”
I don’t believe it
I don’t care
What the people may say
Point out my flaws
I already know
So I’ll drive away
Back to the heart
Of where I belong
Back to the start
Cause you’ve got trouble searching for you
And you said: “Everything will be the same”
Look here, everything is gonna change
And you said: “It’s what I needed”
I don’t believe it
Take what you wanted
Leave what you didn’t need
[repeated]
they say happiness is always easy to find. as easy as look into your eyes.
#takenfrommypointofview a lazy night at swimming pool. a sweet escape from the busy city, selfish people, and scary deadline.
my paradise. am craving you, freedom.
“i know you’re tired of waiting, but he’s on his way. and he’ll come to you as fast as he could.”
#happy #birthday, sunshine! xx (Taken with instagram)
insecure.
insecure: [ˌɪnsɪˈkjʊə]
1. anxious or afraid; not confident or certain
2. not adequately protected an insecure fortress
3. unstable or shaky
no one wants to feel insecure. really. but how to not feel insecure, when everything around you made you feel that way? i hate being afraid & worry about something that i should stop thinking about it. i hate being curious & wanting to know everything, when everything would end up hurting me more than it should.
oh, my life is freakin messed up & i can’t stop complaining about it.
note to myself : stop want to know everything. curiosity is dangerous. sometimes in a bad way.